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Wax

by Speedsuit

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1.
Falling Star 03:45
You were sure you'd make it, but you weren't sure where it was but you stuck it out and now you can do no wrong They stuck you in a suit and put a girl on your arm Flash pictures for the magazines and the promotional tour Look where you are; you're at the pinnacle Held up by a thieving band of suits with no regard for you You'd better not look down; you've got a long way to fall And no way to know just where or when the drop will come I know you worked hard to get where you are But the minute sales are down you'll be the falling star Remember where you're from when you take a look around And see that all the folks you thought you knew just disappear You didn't come from money and you can't grow into it And you can bet that they were laughing when they weren't lying to you No matter where you are you can always turn around And there will be a way to get yourself back on the ground A little wiser, no worse for the wear And we're still here at the bottom of the pile Your friends are here at the bottom of the pile
2.
Gwendoline 03:08
If I had a friend whose name was Gwendoline I would take her out most every night We would have a drink and see the Symphony Then go home and curl up on the couch What good friends we'd be Gwendoline and me I wish I had a friend just like Gwendoline If I had a friend whose name was Caroline I would tell her secrets all the time She would know my fears and loves and favorite lines From the films we'd watch when we were bored What good friends we'd be Caroline and me A friend would be so fine just like Caroline It seems so sad when said out loud Nobody seems to want me around I was never much good at relationships I can count my friends on just one hand And even they can't stand to be around me for too long I guess I'll keep on wishing in my song...
3.
Upside 03:43
On the upside, I'm feeling pretty good today On the outside, I put on a hopeful face I smile at strangers and have kind words to say And build myself up 'til I see you If there's a downside, it's never knowing what to think When I see you, it's like you push me off the brink And as I'm falling, I can't tell up from down Am I headed for the clouds or ground? I have my lines rehearsed for you But when I see you, I just tongue-tied stutter There's too much to say, no time to start today But I think I may get it out someday On the flip side, even if I never know All the answers it's been an entertaining road I've been places I never would have gone before You've inspired me and opened doors Even if I can't say my lines for you I've had a good time acting foolish just for you
4.
I still remember thinking you could be the one Walking, holding hands, no need for conversation It hasn't been so long, it doesn't seem as long as yesterday I saw you across the hall, a bottle blonde in black Admiring from afar, to shy to speak, in fact And I had no idea it would turn out to be real as yesterday All the times we've had, and all the times to come Just leave me wanting more; a glutton for your love I can't imagine what I'd be if not for you I find stability and balance around you I want to take it all; I want to give you all my yesterdays and tomorrows
5.
The Dawn 03:42
I don't wanna wake up; things are going so good I'm afraid it's all a dream I don't wanna blink in the morning light and see it all drift away like steam And if the dawn should see you gone, it would shake me to my core And my faith would be destroyed and it would unlock all the doors to doubt once more I've been riding high on elation, a calm sea of emotion as smooth as glass It's like I've had a revelation; I never dreamed it could change so fast And if the dawn should find me here, alone and shaking in my bed It would break me on a stone and I would never look ahead with hope or courage I'm trying to be optimistic; it's easy in the afterglow I've always been realistic; the good times never seem to last for long And if it all comes crashing down, at least we hit the heights And had the chance to look around and take in all the sights And sounds and fury
6.
A handful of pills; that's how I start my day A handful of pills keeping me around It makes me wonder is it worth it to stay? A handful of pills; can't remember what they're for Some of them, I think, undo what the other pills do It's like I'm medicating the medications I'm on All four of my doctors playing musical drugs When the symptom stops, change the tune A handful of pills; couldn't quit them if I tried I think the side effects are what's keeping me alive If you can call this living; the rattle of pills my daily song A handful of pills. That's how I end my day.
7.
Riddle 03:43
Come on down and see what you've been missing It's a wonder that you haven't even given it a listen Like a favorite pair of shoes, it fits just right Easy on the eyes and it runs all night One half truth, the other half bullshit You can take it to the bank if you can get a hold of it It's as slippery as an eel dropped in a grease pit Sometimes it's hard, sometimes it's tender Sometimes it feels like a three day bender It's one half flash, the other half sizzle One half shimmy, the other half wiggle It's the last thing you see before you black out It's the knockout punch in a heavyweight bout You'd better get it straight or it'll bust your knuckles It'll twist you up inside and cause your knees to buckle Your hands are gonna shake, your mouth is gonna water You'll walk right up like a lamb to the slaughter You're one half saint, the other half sinner One half loser, the other half winner
8.
So Do I 03:07
A mouthful of whisky, a fist full of fire Don't seem to turn my world around anymore And each day is closing down leaving me sinking down A head full of gauze and a note without soul Can't help but bring the party down anyway Still I try to pull it off, but I slide, sinking down And the angels have stopped singing And the devils don't even try And as the sun sinks low and the light begins to go, so do I Fingers in mittens, clumsy and numb Can't seem to hold a blessed tune anymore And my last spark is fading out leaving me lying down And the angels have stopped singing And the devils don't even try And as the sun sinks low and the light begins to go, so do I
9.
Hold Me Up 04:23
Someone told me long ago "You'd better mind, young man, You'd better do just what you're told or there'll be trouble" I know they told me all this because they loved me, But at the time it didn't make much sense Someone told me "You'd better keep on the straight and narrow, young man There's temptation always calling from every shadow" But the sins of the flesh were like a beacon and I was drawn like a moth to a flame Who's going to carry me tomorrow? Legless and fearful of the willows? You better hold me up or lay me down to sleep Just so you know, I often give myself good advice But the counsel I'm keeping isn't mine The radio that's in my soul is broadcasting lies and I'm quite happy to believe Who's going to carry me tomorrow? Who's going to take away my sorrow? You'd better hold me up or lay me down to sleep Someone told me "You'd better look to your soul, young man You'd better wake up, you'd better stand up before you fall" But how can I worry about saving my soul When I can't even find the door? Who's going to carry me tomorrow? Who's going to take away my sorrow? You'd better hold me up or lay me down to sleep
10.
Seven Days 02:58
Seven days, that's the time you gave For me to straighten up, or you'd go away But I can't go straight when my axle's bent I veered off course again, and away you went Seven days I tried to get you back I tracked you down to your mama's shack I said "I ain't gonna leave 'til you come back home" Then the shotgun spoke, and it was time to go I'm not crying; there's something in my eye I'm gonna give you time to cool off, and then I'll give another try But I'm not crying; there's something in my eye Seven days and thirty beers and I'll be fine Seven days is the time I lost While I forgot you--at a heavy cost Drinking whisky, I began to wail A little altercation got me thrown in jail And I'm not crying; there's something in my eye I'm gonna give you time to cool down, then I'll give another try But I'm not crying; there's something in my eye Seven days and thirty beers and I'll be fine
11.
In that moment between sleep and waking When I realize I'm in a dream For a time, I feel delighted I'm in control and there's no boundaries I fly, I'm free; no chains for me Forever, never mind When the daylight shines in my window And I'm pulled from my reverie In too short a time it's all forgotten All I'm left is a fading memory No wings for me until I sleep Forever, never mind
12.
When the sun is starting to fade And the night comes along with the rain And my mind is walking the past to the chimes of the ice in my glass And the crow leaves a bitter aftertaste And the last line on the page can't be erased That's when I feel the weight When the sky is as grey as old bones and the crowd makes me feel more alone And it takes all my strength just to breathe and the cloud on my mood refuses the breeze And the crow is almost halfway home And the ghosts crowd in and join the song That's when I feel the weight When my hands are losing their touch And the urge to weep is a bit too much And the ice in my glass has all melted away And the ghosts have all decided to stay And the crow leaves me feeling unsatisfied And the choices don't leave much to decide That's when I feel the weight

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released May 27, 2017

Stephen Beckner (guitar/vocals); Dan Jordan (bass/vocals); Ryan Jackson (guitar/vocals); Dave Roberts (drums); Brian Young (drums on tracks 6 & 10)
Recorded at Black Snake Studios, Elkview, WV
Produced by Stephen Beckner and Speedsuit
All songs © Stephen Beckner, all rights reserved

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